Some people

Okay, so I'm sure everyone knows someone who has everything you want but they aren't happy. I just don't get it! So, that makes me wonder, is there really perfect happiness in the world? I know happiness is what you make of it and everyone has their own idea of happy. But I am sick of hearing people bitch about what a crappy boring life they have when in reality, to me, they have the perfect life. So every time they bitch to me, it's like they are rubbing their perfect life into my face. I know this person doesn't mean to do it and I'm sure they don't think their life is perfect. But, it is!

Who wouldn't want a spouse who loves them more than anything in the world, who looks at them with all the love that they hold for them, so much love it just pours out, even after being together for a super long time, the love is still there, in thoughts, actions, words, all of it. (I know that was a run on sentence, but I don't really care right now, I'm ranting!)

Another thing that bothers me is people that bitch about things they can't control. I know it sounds like that is what I am doing right now, but I'm not bitching......I'm ranting!! What the difference is I'm not sure, but I know to the one person that reads this blog, he just wants me to write something. Since this is what is on my mind right now, this is what you get, SORRY JASON!!

So, in other news.......

I bought my sister tickets to the Lion King in Toledo. She is very excited, me - not so much. I do want to go see it, but I don't really think the tickets are worth $75. I would rather go to two baseball games for that price!

Which by the way, most baseball tickets went on sale today, and I cannot buy any because I don't know what I will be doing come the summer! I really don't like not having a plan. I always have had a plan for my life. While I do have a plan in the back of my mind, I like to think of it as my plan in the bullpen. I don't want to have to move back in with my parents and lose all of my freedom. I won't think about that until the time comes!

I started a new job on Monday. It is just part time, it will only be on Mondays and a few hours at home during the week. But, I am excited, I plan on using the extra money to pay off bills from Shawn (maybe if I can use all of this money to do that, I'll have his bills paid off by 2020!!) I will be doing billing for a computer contracting company. The guy I am working for seems very nice, so that is good! Plus it is close to home (for now), so that is another plus. I will still be home in time to cook a halfway decent meal for Tom and Andrea on Mondays.

Another thing I am very excited about is Relay for Life. It is upon us again so I will be busy with that! I LOVE to be busy, it gives me less time to worry (about things I can control-to a point!) But, then again, do we really control anything? I need to learn to just let things work themselves out- any ideas on how I can do that?

Back to Relay, the theme is Country/Western, not really sure what we are going to do with that, but I hear Chris has some excellent ideas, I need to hear them, it's driving me crazy that I found out about them a week ago, but we haven't had time to discuss them. We are three people short at work this week, so we have not had time to discuss Relay at work.

I am all over today! I do apologize. I have a million thoughts running through my head. I have a lot to say, cause we never can tell when my next post is going to come. Two in one month, you should be ever so proud!

So, my cousin had his baby, a little boy, Ryan Joseph. He is very cute. Everyone around me is having babies, when will it be my turn??? My clock is ticking very loudly, I'm sure you can hear it through the web!

WOW! I think this is the longest blog of my life. I feel like I have been through every emotion in this blog tonight, frustration, anger, envy, joy, excitement, confusion, maybe a little hatred! You would never guess that my life is actually pretty good right now. I don't want to say why, because I will jinx it, and I'm not going to do that (knock on wood).

Alright, I'm getting quite hungry now, and I'm sure your sick of jumping all around. By the way, this is completely normal in the brain of Kristen. That's my secret, my brain is really scattered.... I am thinking about a million things at almost all times of the day. That's what makes me so moody! I think I need to be back on my medication, it seems worse now that I have been off for two and a half months!

Okay, I'm really signing off now, I must eat the rest of my tuna fish sandwich with extra tomatoes from Subway.

Until we meet again.... I wish you health, wealth and happiness!